feel like my head is going to explode and i dont know why and i also do know why… its bc i havent been sleeping and its bc i want to move to nyc but im scared but im also scared to stay here bc its stealing my life away from me and im scared to be in a relationship bc it hasnt been perfect but its also been beautiful and i am scared to settle at this age and ut im scared to end up alone and im scared to limit myself but im also scared to be unsettled
i
wish
something
would
happen
that
would
make
a
lot
of
sense
and
seemed
warm
and
beautifully
right
…
